You saved me when I was little,
from the world so brittle.
you told me I am a princess,
your hold made me fearless.
you fed me when I was hungry,
my whining never made you angry.
While saying goodbye the other day,
I knew what you wanted to say.
I could see it on your face,
hope of things to fall in place.
Daddy, I will make your wish true,
even though I am not happy, I will do it for you.
Take me to a cliff and throw, crave me slow.
Cut me with a knife, betray me in life.
I want to feel alive.
Pinch me, Push me, Scare me, Deprive me.
Kiss me, Hug me, Feel me, Love me.
I want to feel alive.
I want to thrive, i want to crash when drive.
I want the night to glow, for it to let my mind blow.
because i want to revive.
because i want to feel alive.
Stuck in time,
emotions aren’t worth a dime.
unable to move,
don’t have anything to prove.
can’t step ahead,
soul is getting shred.
falling down under,
shot by a thunder.
hope is not to be seen,
everything is black, not green.
anger shall be out,
must be shown a route.
now it’s going to burst,
and make everything worst.
I see dark sky turning blue,
I see the changing hue,
everything feels new,
when i see you.
When you hold my hand,
and keep me on your side;
all seems bright,
i confess, it does smite.
Weather i am near or far,
you do come in my thoughts:
what is it that you got,
which tie me to you in a knot.
why i see myself as new,
my life has changed its view;
if you would only knew,
darling, the reason is you.
No matter what you give,
No matter how hard you push,
No matter how deep it hurts,
No matter how bad I feel,
I am gonna fly, till I die!
Losing is not easy,
giving up hurts:
missing someone is painful,
and obligations are caging.
I am not gonna cry, till I die!
Hopes are distant,
sunlight is away;
defeat is consistent,
and emotions are at play.
I am still gonna try, till I die!
sanehpandey 